❄ I can feel free... ❄

The week full of snow!

 "My heart skips, skips a beat!"
  
      I know, I know... It`s two weeks from my latest post... Hey! But I have so much interesting news! Want to know them? OK! Start to read and don`t kick my ass (imaginary)... :)
      I love snow! The weather is cold, very cold. In the morning about -15°C, but this week it will be much colder. During the day it will be about  -20°C . That`s cool, but in the same way sick.. Why? Because, it won`t snow at all. But it`s winter and I`m enjoying it. And tomorrow I`m going to snowboarding to a very good snow park... I`m so looking forward tomorrow!

     Then, there is the best new of this week! I HAVE FINALLY GAVE UP THE FEELING, THAT I NEED BOYFRIEND! Whouhoo! Now, I have much more time for my friends, I solve only my platonic loves and I`m finally laughing without anybodies influence!

Love this city...

  Now, I have very good time with my friend.... That`s our strong 5 (about the 6th member I don`t want to talk). That means, that I can finally spend more time with them, and with Benka and Zuzka we are planing our trip to London, to our city of dreams! (to meet there some people) Wit Zuzka, we are looking for some good brigade, and she found something very good... So, London we are coming! This is the only one reason for me, to have finally 16! But I`m meek, so i think, I stand it!


  Then, I think, that I have finally found the person, who can I trust at all, to tell her all my secrets and all the weird ideas! I know, she will understand me... :) Maybe, one time, she will be my best friend, I hope in it!
  And what about my platonic loves?
Hmmm... Pretty funny! They are perfect, nice and too far from Slovakia... Haha... But it`s just for fun. I don`t solve any boys from my community. Why should I do it? Why yes? I want to enjoy life, no to spend mu time think about the silly boys... Love my friends! ♥ Hope, in the next post, I will show you their faces and maybe I will post here some photos from my tomorrow snowboarding trip!

 LOVE YOU GUYS! :)
  *Sjuz*

  Because THEY can sing, and have awesome songs! ( f.e.: this & this)

♐ The arrow shot my heart, but it was arrow of dead, not of love...♥

    Ouuu.. Hi guys! What a stupid week... The first week after the Christmas holidays, that means= a lot of exams.... F*ck! :) But the exams aren`t the only one problem of this week... But if I think about it, the end brought something positive... I`ve made a very good decision... I`m sure you are asking yourselves.. What the hell I`m talking about... If you want it to know, continue in reading, dudes... ;)

   OK... So... Let`s strat!
Maybe, you think that I`m in some kind of depresion... No, I`m not...
    Maybe, you think that I`m going to write here some emotional and epic words, full of my sadness... No, I`m not...
    Maybe, you think that I`m sad... No i`m not!
    Maybe, you think that all I`m going to write here are lies... If you think that, you are WRONG!!!

I just want to write here my feelings from this week... But this ideas are very special, because they are from my secret dictionary...It`s not diary, it`s just a dictionary, where I write ideas, which a I can`t tell anybody... But those aren`t very big secret... So i can write it here.. :)

9.1. 2012
 The first day of school... I just hoped, It will be the first day of a new beginning. But I was wrong... The reason of my bad feeling is HIM! I`m still hopeing, that he tells me something about the letter but it`s just like waiting on better times in my swimmimng group... Only thing I want from him is, to be just his friend...Because if he can`t be my boy from my dreams, I want be just his friend... I need him so much! This was only one day without him... He is something so special in my life, nobody and nothing can replace him... WHY? I don`t know... :)

   But during this week I have absolutely changed my opinion in him...And I`m happy that I`ve done it! Because how mu very good friend Micheska ♥: "Maybe you don`t know if he is good for you!" And she was right!

12.1.2012
  .THE END.  (unfortunately)
I have just ended... I have forgotten his name... I have forgotten his smiele... All my memories have dissapeared...Whole happiness has run away... I have no reason form smile... Actually, I feel likea book, which has suddenly ended and was put away... Nobody knows the end, neither the author do. Only a few of empty pages... The last dot after the last word ended this book... But the empty pages have something "written"on... They are all wet of tears... Each page has two tears from two eyes... This tears have they owner.. It`s a young, unsubstuntial girl, who has dream, which dissapear like the snow on a wet ground... First, it was wonderful, but then everything turned into something... INVISIBLE!         (Thank you)

   But, do you know what is funny? That I feel very good... I have no stress... Yes, I`m  really very big madman!

                                                                                                                              *Sjuz*

✿ My world is blue! ✿

 " I`m living in my little, shiny & wonderful blue bubble!"

      What a great start of this year! My first dream came into reality! I`m sooooo happy... You know, I love blue color for a very long time! And one of my dream was, to have a blue trousers and blue blouse. and what happened? I have it!
       Yesterday, I was in the city with my mum. I just wanted to go shopping, for reason- find a blue trousers. And after a half hour of looking for, I finally found the trousers of the right color! But than my mum found three cool boy blouses, and I  decided to buy a blue one. :)  I was very tired, but in the same way happy, of a great day! Unfortunately, I payed all 2 things from my pocket, but i don`t care, because both ones were in 50% Sale! Whohouu! But I must say, that I really don`t like shopping! It`s very boring for me! So I have calm for a half year and than go shopping again...
       Last words are....


Blue!  Blue!  Blue!  Blue!  Blue!  Blue!  Blue!  Blue! Blue! Blue! 

*Sjuz* 

With my blue headphones! 

On the necklace is one ring, which is very inportant for myself!

Goodbye 2011! ★ Welcom 2012!

I took photo of our fireworks yesterday! 

 "Happy New Year Everyone!"


     Wuhoouu! It`s here! The new year, new beginnings, new ups, new downs, new experiences, new funny stories, new expectations, new regrets, new loves (by myself, I think not true), new things, maybe new friends but still the old ones,... There are a lot of new things...
       But, one thing, that never will be perfect, or just better is SCHOOL! OK, one thing, which is on school good are my friends... :) And today, I must start to learn because I`m going to city with my mum tomorrow and on Tuesday, I`m going to snowboarding with my friend. I HATE LEARNING!

Little, cute, shiny firework fountain! 

And a year 2012 bring to our cinemas a lot of cool films, I like, f.e.: Lemonade Mouth 2; Step Up 4; Snow White & the Huntsman; and other... :)
    Jop, I just hope it will be as good as year 2011 maybe better. And hope, that it will be better in swimming, too... :)

So, do you know what to do?
Finger Crossed!


*Sjuz*

 Song about my friends... We will always be more than a band!   Still more. :)