25 Feb 2012

♥ I will take you to another world! ✿

True story... :)

 "I keep playing it inside my head, all that you said to me..." 
   
   I`m here again... I know that you are so happy and you can`t wait of next post.. I know, that you couldn`t sleep whole week, because you were thinking of these new post.. But don`t worry, I`m here again with some news! :)
   OK. Tomorrow I`m leaving on ski course with my class, not only with my class, but with three others... I go on snowboard but I think it will be very boring, because my instructor will be my teacher of math... Damn! But I just hope I will have fun with my friends, hope I will post here some new photos from that place next week. And then please finger crossed for me, because from today I have a horrible sore throat! That means what? Tea, Tea, Tea and Tea again... I just hope, I will be OK till tomorrow... :)

The Eiffel Tower, made with my yo-yo... :)

    And now, one of the worse news... You know, I yo-yo player, and yesterday I used first time my new metal yo-yo (which was really expensive, and I had to pay it from my pocket), and do you know what happened today? One hour later, I made some photos of it, it crashed! I don`t understand why! Oh, I`m so angry and sad, in the same way... Now, I must wait again, till it will work again! Oh, how I hate waiting!
    Then, I can`t stop to think about London, about them! I want to go there! My mind is still there, and I can`t focus on anything.. This week we were writing still some big exams... Do you think that I was able to learn and concentrate? NO! I don`t know what I should do... And then, there is one person, I don`t want to talk about.. But...  That person makes me so nervous, angry, sad,... I`m really confused... Only one thing can help me.. I need to hear their voice and I`m suddenly fine.. But then I listen the lyrics of the songs, and then, again....

*Sjuz*
 Yeah, one of that gorgeous songs... Want London, Want him, Want sun, Want my Dreams! :)

18 Feb 2012

☆ Like this, All night! ☆

Valentine for my friends!
"...I wanna be with you, I wanna feel your love..."

 Hello, Hello, Hello! I must admit, that I didn`t write here anything last week, but I have two reasons for it..
1. There were some problems with Internet, so didn`t have any chance to write here something.
2. If I should go here, I won`t write here anything, too. Reason? Because, I didn`t have any idea to write and my mind has other problems...
But! I`m here again, so  let`s have look, what happend this week... :) 


I was playing floorball... :)
   This week was Valentine... Ehm.. It was fine, but it should be better... I felt pretty sad, because I was waiting for some answer or solution, but I didn`t find it, so never mind... I don`t know, what was happening with me.. It cried for a first time, for absolutely stupid reason... I can`t describe it.. I feel empty, like eh, I don`t know what.. Then my dreams are still the same.. It`s like a nightmare, which is coming back each night.. Why he must be in my each dream? Why?! 
    But I had lot of fun with my real friends, and found the fake ones... I thought that some people like me, how I`m. But I was wrong, because they like me as they needed.. But when I told them who I like they showed my just their backs! Yes, it`s sad, but I`m happy that they don`t make my air dirty any more! But I just want to thank my TRUE friends again.. Because they like me, how I`m and don`t solve my mistakes, I think I`ve finally found people, who can I absolutely trust... Thank you: Micheska, Benka, Suez & Zuzike... 
    Then another good message. I didn`t fall in love with any boy! Yeah! That`s good.. OK, if we don`t solve my platonic love, everything is good... 
    And today, I was in the city with Benka again... We have so much fun, we were laughing, jumping, walking, eating, drinking (only Fanta) and other funny things... But the most "using" theme was them, again... What can we do? They are amazing! ;)

*Sjuz* 

  I just want to stay up all night, And jump around until we see the sun!  With you...

3 Feb 2012

♥ I`m collecting peaces of my broken heart in the midnight! ☾


FLY!
"Words will be just words, Till you bring them to life!"

   That`s me again. I know that you are very happy! :) But I want to tell you about my feelings nowadays...
    As I promised last week, I posted here a photo of me during the last Sunday. I was snowboarding and it was awesome! I was jumping in the snow park whole day, and I felt great. All tricks I was doing took my problems and stupid ideas and till now, they didn`t come back! YES! The adrenalin was getting up as me on the board! That means- I`m proud of me at all.  Hope that next time I`ll learn other cool tricks... So please, finger crossed, because I don`t want to break my bones!

...but I can`t still forget!
    And do you know, what else is cool? February! And that means Valentine! But don`t worry. I`m not plaining to do something stupid, like fall in love with some boy, or fall in love with him again. Hell No! I`m just looking forward this day, because with my friend we are doing a special party: Together Forever Alone Official Day... It`s just a meeting of 5 single girls, who want to have some fun, but not alone and in depression, but with their true friends. Because the love warms them, but it`s love of their friendship! Love you girls! ♥

    Then I want to tell you the last thing... Me and my 2 friends have finally a brigade! That means what? London, we are coming! :)

  Yes.. Again them... And? If you don`t like it, don`t listen to it! :) It`s slow song about love. Maybe when I listened it about 1 month later, I will cry, of my broken heart! But now, I`m just smiling and think about all a nice moments we had.. :)
*Sjuz*