So this is it. 4 years have passed
since my first appearance to this beautiful place of mess. I kind of failed in
this whole “let’s celebrate the anniversary of my blog in style” considering
that today is 12th November and the anniversary was yesterday but
let’s pretend I planned it exactly like this and I did it on purpose. So yeah
folks, on 11. 11. 2011 was this blog created and I can remember it as if it
were yesterday when the 14 year old Susan was trying to figure out how this
little universe works. I have to admit that it was fun indeed. Took me a good
while to get grip of it and I’m still not utterly sure if I mastered all the
skills. Actually I’m pretty sure I haven’t but let’s pretend that I’m at least a
bit worthy this community.
However
this past year and half could be called the proper “dark age” of this blog
considering the fact that I was total piece of crap when it came to updating
because let’s be honest here… I haven’t been updating at all. But I don’t feel
like apologising and explaining myself. It was just period of my life where I neither
had the urge nor the inspiration to write here anything. Most of the time I was
too busy and had no solid content whatsoever.
So
why am I writing this right now? Why even bother? Well dear curious reader
(actually I wouldn’t be surprise if nobody was reading this), I think I’m over
this “dark age” or to be more specific, I have the need to share my thoughts
and feeling with somebody and after all I called this blog “Susan’s diary” and
that’s pretty self-explanatory. As you might already know, I’ve started
university this year in Prague and now I’m pretty much living on my own.
The
fact that I’ve basically started a completely new stage of my life brought me
to some new thoughts and ideas. Also I was feeling rather down recently because
of the university. I don’t know why, but it makes me feel like crap. So that’s
another reason why I want to start writing here again. I think it helps me a
lot with getting my mind off these unpleasant things.
So
I guess this is it. I’m back and this time for good (I hope so at least). I
would like to create a new post every week or so but I don’t want to give out any
fixed schedule because as I know myself I would totally fail again. I plan to
make this my personal space of letting my thoughts flow freely and I guess that
doesn’t require any kind of rules and schedules.
Even
though I would love to do all the outfits post and fashion related things as I
did before, it’s sadly not possible in this time. I know literally nobody in
this big city so that pretty much sums up why I’m not able to create any posts
related to this topic. I will try to somehow figure it out though but at least
for now, this place will be filled with mostly my rambling about everything and
nothing. I think. I mean, I’m not even sure myself so far what will happen with
this place. I guess we’ll have to wait for that and trust me, I’m really
curious myself how this one will turn out.
And
with that I’m done for today. One more time “Happy 4th Birthday, my
dearest blog!” and to all of you lovely people, stay perfect. :)
Susan.
