Christmas atmosphere!

Just some funny picture of myself! SMILEE!

         "Have fun!"

    Today, I decided to post here my Christmas socks from London.... Thank you Adka (my cousin from England).
    I think, they are sooo cute and can make your day nicer and funnier... In these days I need something nice... I have so big STRESS of this next week! Why? Have look....

Red with white snow flakes! *cute*

  1. I`m going to write 2 big and hard exams from English language... OMG! :)

  2. I must buy some presents, I`m happy that a bigger section of them, I`ve bought this week!
  3. I`m absolutely scared of Thursday! I hope, everything will go fine... God bless me.. :D
  4. There are more things, which wait me next week.. I hope, I "pass" this week without any lacks on myself!

Fingers Crossed!

*Sjuz*

Blue with little penguins! *Love them!*

Blue with big one penguin!  *Chill Out!*

Ifeel, It`s comming...

 

"Shake it up, shake up the happiness. Wake it up, wake up the happiness, come on, come on it`s Christmas time!"

   Yes, just 8 days to Christmas, but only 6 days to prepare for a big moment in my life...
   Today, i was with my very good friend in the city and I decided to do something, what i`ve put off for a long time... I think, the last moment, i will see him in this year,  is good time to tell him my feelings! i`m a little bit scared of it... But it`s bet, too. Wit Benka (my friend) we made a very funny bet.. If I say my feeling to him, she will say her feeling to boy, she really likes...
   

     So.. I think, It`s CHALLENGE! It`s about my honor.. And my honor is very high level!.. I`m joking.. It`s middle level :D I just want to prove myself, that i`m not looser! :D
     It`s fun.. He will have 3 weeks to think about it.. I think it`s long time for thinking... We look!
      Now I can just say that:
"This is not the end, this is not the beginning!" 


Fingers Crossed!

*Sjuz*

Everything I can do is just hoping!

    "No need to say goodbye!"

     When somebody, who you really like, is still standing on the same one point, I think, it`s time to do first step by you... But there is danger, that he doesn`t accept your challenge and he says nothing... Than you can`t do anything, just wait... Wait ... Wait.. Waiting is sooo tiring.. I think you can do only one thing.. It`s HOPE! You can just stay alone and hope... The picture i draw today is my actual situation... I`m just standing alone, without answer but still hoping...

  My heart is waiting, but my mind is saying STOP! Start enjoy life! My heart is like cornet.. So sweet and good but very breakable... Only one chargin can break it, but maybe it can make it stronger, too... So my heart is still hoping, but my mind is going to enjoy life... But can`t say him definitely goodbye... I`ll waiting.. He has time until Thursday... I think it`s enough time for him.. But not for me...

I want to know the answer! Or want I so much? I don`t think so...

*Sjuz*

Just a drop of water...

"It started out as a feeling..."

Everything somewhere starts, everything somewhere ends... Everything is change full... Some experiences are good, some are wrong... Our decisions are often affected by somebody... I`m not exception... Why is so hard to make decisions without  somebody`s influence? Why can`t I just dream? Why can`t my dreams came into reality? Is he for me forbidden? Or is just a destiny giving me tests... I can`t answer on these questions... But what I know is, that I haven`t got so many time... I must hurry! But I`m really scared of the result...

    But why to hurry? He can wait on me.. I can wait on him.. But what if everything ends earlier than I could say my feelings? I must find something special, something interesting and something funny... Something wonderful like morning drops of water... That`s me.. Something retiring, but something loud, too. Something formal, but in the same way wonderful... That`s what I need... But no plaining! I promise! I really  don`t believe in destiny,... I just believe in Love, in Him! It`s just a feeling, which sonly grow into a hope... :) Thank  for you!


*Sjuz*