25 Feb 2012

♥ I will take you to another world! ✿

True story... :)

 "I keep playing it inside my head, all that you said to me..." 
   
   I`m here again... I know that you are so happy and you can`t wait of next post.. I know, that you couldn`t sleep whole week, because you were thinking of these new post.. But don`t worry, I`m here again with some news! :)
   OK. Tomorrow I`m leaving on ski course with my class, not only with my class, but with three others... I go on snowboard but I think it will be very boring, because my instructor will be my teacher of math... Damn! But I just hope I will have fun with my friends, hope I will post here some new photos from that place next week. And then please finger crossed for me, because from today I have a horrible sore throat! That means what? Tea, Tea, Tea and Tea again... I just hope, I will be OK till tomorrow... :)

The Eiffel Tower, made with my yo-yo... :)

    And now, one of the worse news... You know, I yo-yo player, and yesterday I used first time my new metal yo-yo (which was really expensive, and I had to pay it from my pocket), and do you know what happened today? One hour later, I made some photos of it, it crashed! I don`t understand why! Oh, I`m so angry and sad, in the same way... Now, I must wait again, till it will work again! Oh, how I hate waiting!
    Then, I can`t stop to think about London, about them! I want to go there! My mind is still there, and I can`t focus on anything.. This week we were writing still some big exams... Do you think that I was able to learn and concentrate? NO! I don`t know what I should do... And then, there is one person, I don`t want to talk about.. But...  That person makes me so nervous, angry, sad,... I`m really confused... Only one thing can help me.. I need to hear their voice and I`m suddenly fine.. But then I listen the lyrics of the songs, and then, again....

*Sjuz*
 Yeah, one of that gorgeous songs... Want London, Want him, Want sun, Want my Dreams! :)

18 Feb 2012

☆ Like this, All night! ☆

Valentine for my friends!
"...I wanna be with you, I wanna feel your love..."

 Hello, Hello, Hello! I must admit, that I didn`t write here anything last week, but I have two reasons for it..
1. There were some problems with Internet, so didn`t have any chance to write here something.
2. If I should go here, I won`t write here anything, too. Reason? Because, I didn`t have any idea to write and my mind has other problems...
But! I`m here again, so  let`s have look, what happend this week... :) 


I was playing floorball... :)
   This week was Valentine... Ehm.. It was fine, but it should be better... I felt pretty sad, because I was waiting for some answer or solution, but I didn`t find it, so never mind... I don`t know, what was happening with me.. It cried for a first time, for absolutely stupid reason... I can`t describe it.. I feel empty, like eh, I don`t know what.. Then my dreams are still the same.. It`s like a nightmare, which is coming back each night.. Why he must be in my each dream? Why?! 
    But I had lot of fun with my real friends, and found the fake ones... I thought that some people like me, how I`m. But I was wrong, because they like me as they needed.. But when I told them who I like they showed my just their backs! Yes, it`s sad, but I`m happy that they don`t make my air dirty any more! But I just want to thank my TRUE friends again.. Because they like me, how I`m and don`t solve my mistakes, I think I`ve finally found people, who can I absolutely trust... Thank you: Micheska, Benka, Suez & Zuzike... 
    Then another good message. I didn`t fall in love with any boy! Yeah! That`s good.. OK, if we don`t solve my platonic love, everything is good... 
    And today, I was in the city with Benka again... We have so much fun, we were laughing, jumping, walking, eating, drinking (only Fanta) and other funny things... But the most "using" theme was them, again... What can we do? They are amazing! ;)

*Sjuz* 

  I just want to stay up all night, And jump around until we see the sun!  With you...

3 Feb 2012

♥ I`m collecting peaces of my broken heart in the midnight! ☾


FLY!
"Words will be just words, Till you bring them to life!"

   That`s me again. I know that you are very happy! :) But I want to tell you about my feelings nowadays...
    As I promised last week, I posted here a photo of me during the last Sunday. I was snowboarding and it was awesome! I was jumping in the snow park whole day, and I felt great. All tricks I was doing took my problems and stupid ideas and till now, they didn`t come back! YES! The adrenalin was getting up as me on the board! That means- I`m proud of me at all.  Hope that next time I`ll learn other cool tricks... So please, finger crossed, because I don`t want to break my bones!

...but I can`t still forget!
    And do you know, what else is cool? February! And that means Valentine! But don`t worry. I`m not plaining to do something stupid, like fall in love with some boy, or fall in love with him again. Hell No! I`m just looking forward this day, because with my friend we are doing a special party: Together Forever Alone Official Day... It`s just a meeting of 5 single girls, who want to have some fun, but not alone and in depression, but with their true friends. Because the love warms them, but it`s love of their friendship! Love you girls! ♥

    Then I want to tell you the last thing... Me and my 2 friends have finally a brigade! That means what? London, we are coming! :)

  Yes.. Again them... And? If you don`t like it, don`t listen to it! :) It`s slow song about love. Maybe when I listened it about 1 month later, I will cry, of my broken heart! But now, I`m just smiling and think about all a nice moments we had.. :)
*Sjuz*

28 Jan 2012

❄ I can feel free... ❄

The week full of snow!
 "My heart skips, skips a beat!"
  
      I know, I know... It`s two weeks from my latest post... Hey! But I have so much interesting news! Want to know them? OK! Start to read and don`t kick my ass (imaginary)... :)
      I love snow! The weather is cold, very cold. In the morning about -15°C, but this week it will be much colder. During the day it will be about  -20°C . That`s cool, but in the same way sick.. Why? Because, it won`t snow at all. But it`s winter and I`m enjoying it. And tomorrow I`m going to snowboarding to a very good snow park... I`m so looking forward tomorrow!

     Then, there is the best new of this week! I HAVE FINALLY GAVE UP THE FEELING, THAT I NEED BOYFRIEND! Whouhoo! Now, I have much more time for my friends, I solve only my platonic loves and I`m finally laughing without anybodies influence!

Love this city...
  Now, I have very good time with my friend.... That`s our strong 5 (about the 6th member I don`t want to talk). That means, that I can finally spend more time with them, and with Benka and Zuzka we are planing our trip to London, to our city of dreams! (to meet there some people) Wit Zuzka, we are looking for some good brigade, and she found something very good... So, London we are coming! This is the only one reason for me, to have finally 16! But I`m meek, so i think, I stand it!


  Then, I think, that I have finally found the person, who can I trust at all, to tell her all my secrets and all the weird ideas! I know, she will understand me... :) Maybe, one time, she will be my best friend, I hope in it!
  And what about my platonic loves?
Hmmm... Pretty funny! They are perfect, nice and too far from Slovakia... Haha... But it`s just for fun. I don`t solve any boys from my community. Why should I do it? Why yes? I want to enjoy life, no to spend mu time think about the silly boys... Love my friends! ♥ Hope, in the next post, I will show you their faces and maybe I will post here some photos from my tomorrow snowboarding trip!

 LOVE YOU GUYS! :)
  *Sjuz*
  Because THEY can sing, and have awesome songs! ( f.e.: this & this)