✿ One is always more! ✿

Just me... Ordinary girl, with noordinary dreams!

   " I will always love you!"
    So, hi guys! Hope you are fine. This week is really good. But it`s big opposite of the last one and the next one. This week is whole free. Monday and Thursday we did and are going to do at school some boring things A.K.A. playing cards and so on. Tuesday and Wednesday we are at home but don`t think that I`m just relaxing and eating. No! I`m hard studying and going to trainings! Studying just for reason that I want to have good marks at the school report but my mum gave me good motivation, too. If I`ll have good school report, she`ll buy me some nice dresses. And I really want dresses! :)

It`s so simple, but I really like it! ;)

      But back to reality, I have no time for dreaming! I have to learn English, History, German, French, Physic, Maths and I don`t know what else.. But it`s sooo hard for me, because I`m still dreaming, and especially now, because I`m looking for summer holidays. I have to still think about what will I do during whole 2 months. Actually I have some plan but about it next time.. ;)
     Something is happening with me. I think the school and all the stress from swimming trainings and language schools are stealing my energy more than other wiles! On Monday I came home at 18.15 after training and I just threw my almost dead body on the bed and I was sleeping for a good hour till my mum didn`t wake me up for dinner... And I have never done this before! Really!
I can describe you my situation on that painting (2nd picture)...
     Maybe I look so calm and really interested on what I`m doing, just like a white paper... So calm and balanced. But my mind is like that colorful, messy, happy spots... Each one does something. Sometimes they are in fight, the other time they are in peace... Yes, absolutely like me, always crazy and laughing person, hiding sadness inside.. :)

Thousands and thousands emotions in one person.

   Red: wild, love, fire, lips, dreams, them or him? I really don`t know. Plenty things had changed!
   Blue: calm, tears, sky, rain, night, stars, watter,... My favorite color, but maybe not so perfect as it could look like. :)
   Yellow: sun, warm, laugh, happiness, friends, sea my happiest color. When I just imagine this color i immediately start to smile.. :)
   Green: fear, care, madness, brain, duties, memories, opportunities, experiencies actually it`s the best part of my mind... :)
     I think it all sounds so crazy... But for big dreamer it`s just another reason for smile and the other imaginations...
 
 See you next week and hope you are not so tired and angry like me... Have a great week! Love u! ;)

*Sjuz*

Don`t forget.. We love Olly!